tumblr slacker… so mad

life is beautiful. 

People like you make me smile

i’ll give you my love, i’ll give you my happiness, i’ll give you everything that i could give… if you took the time to figure me out. if you took the time to figure me out, i would fall in love with you.

Why wasn’t I…?

Why wasn’t I good enough for you? Not good enough to call me back to just hang out. Not good enough to hold a conversation with. I’m nice, I know I’m nice but what’s wrong with me that I can’t keep a boy around for longer than a few hours. Then they say good bye and they don’t talk to me for a whole month until they want to hangout for just a few other hours. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I get it, I set myself up for these things. Still going to hang out with them when they don’t even talk to me anymore. I like that they do eventually though. It makes me feel wanted, but pshh. I want to feel wanted all the time. I’m done setting myself up for this. I’m not running back to you like I always do, hoping that this time something more will come out of those few hours that I’m with you. Fuck you, I learned my lesson. You weren’t worth number 3 tool.

I don’t know where I would be with out you

The people who surround me make me happy 99% of the time. I don’t care how much you make me mad or sad or disappointed because all of the times when I’m happy with you overrules every single bad time that has happened. Thank you for walking into my life. Please don’t plan on walking out anytime soon.

Temp. ^^^

I hate the cold, I feel like because I hate the cold so much that it effects my mood. I’m more happy when it’s warm. GRR. Make it warm. Make me happy.